2 week of my new high school
04/08/2025
this school is so fancy than i thought, im shocked. everything is so pricey here like DAYM. well disclaimer it might sound normal to you but i when i was a kindergarten to Junior High i learn at the same school for 11 years straight, and lemme tell you first. my old school is sooooo OLDSCHOOL!. were not allowed to bring phones, were not allowed to bring any electronic device (besides watch), some teacher also kinda lazy for teaching us, or maybe there some teacher that want to teach us properly with unique and modern way but school doesnt even have enough proyector to all class, we need to borrow it everytime we want to use it. it feels like strict islaming boarding school but we allowed to go home and go to school again.
after 11 years living in a very oldschool lowkey school. i finally GRADUATE! and now im in a private school, yeah private school. im also shock when my parents let me to go to private school. i dont even want and willing to go to private school and i dont like it. first they are pricey, second they are soo pricey, third VERY PRICEY. and also i always think it fills with rich people. and im born with a normal kinda low economic happy family (kinda), i was planning to go to public school near my house, everytime i go and got back from school i always passing by that school, it looks so fun and warm, so i always dream to be in that school and turns out god give me suprising plan to study in this PRICEY private school.
but it almost a month im studying here this is what i thought. THEY ARE SO MODERN AND CLEAN LIKE DAYMMMMMMMMMM, i never thought ill be studying in this kind of school. and also they have LOCKERSS OMGGG, (it might sound cringe to you guys but hey i was trapped in this old old old school with old teacher for 11 years) im so excited for using the lockers, like finally i can experience that, go to school without heavily bring my school bag and decorate my key with keychain, anyway.
people here are also very nice!, well kinda strict tho but not as strict and old minded in my old school. they're all using proyector to teach us! and quiz, and also about that. I CAN FINALLY BRING PHONES OMGGG. it feels so weird bringing phones to school, it helps so much like when im bored i can scrolling tiktok or smth, or when studying we can search about things we studying. and the amenities here are so clean and modern. i love this school
enough with good sides, they're are more strict about discipline. one minute late you forced to write 3 pages of resume and memorized the "school pledge". but i still tolerate this since it make you more discipline. also anything here so pricey from book to canteen. i mean of course its private school (well my old school is also private but theyre amenities are so old it feels like public school). and also i feel like i will dont have a good friendship, i meant by "good frienship" its like the one who will consider you as a friend and always invite you not to be alone.
from junior high until now maybe i will always think that im only "that one character" who show up in some scene of a movie to talk or just help to build up a stories. yeah basically NPC, (a lot of people think of that way!) and i also believe im in no one "circle of friendship" but that doesnt make me like lonely sad emo boy who doesnt have friend, like i said im "that one character" who show up sometimes to build up stories. of course im tired of this, i always want to be part of someone life at least in highschool. you know, that kind of friendship.
the reason i have courage to write this cringe text because i believe no one reading this, like if you even read this dm me on Discord. my usn "mrmiroshi" i will continue talk about it maybe later in next block, anyway.
WISH ME LUCK PLS
