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"Bestfriend"

31/10/2025


little slice of life + cringe honesty mode

imma write this journal super short, cuz im so sleepy like fr like one blink i could get sleep

so i was in a history class but the teacher is going somewhere so we have some free time. and of course i always bring my cameras to record silly things everyone do.

just to the point that my friend, lets just call him "AQ" he said like im his bestfriend. i dont believe that yet, but i was kinda suprised that i can be anyone bestfriend. he said i am fun or smth but idk, i still sees myself as boringgg super boring friend. i cant even start a fun conversation, always basic.

but somehow not just him. a lot of others too like starting to want to be with me. he also sends me a reel that im the best person he met. still dont believe and never i think.

im so confused why they want to be "bestfriend" with me. it feels like they have the forced feeling, idk it just me or not.

why they want to be friends with me who's so boring, dumbass, low-iq, unattractive, unskilled, bad comunication skills. they deserved better friends than me.

i dont undeerstand.

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